Happy birthday to Marshall Bruce Mathers III! That's the real name of the best rapper all time: Eminem. This man and his music has gotten my back so many times throughout my life. I learned to know him from the single ''Love the way you lie'' with Rihanna in 2010 and since that year he became a part of me. 

Music has always got my back. You could call me a ''clearaudience''. Clearaudience people sense intuitive guidance through words, sounds or music. The messages gently arrive in my awareness. It's like clearvoyance, but you receive the downloads (as I call them) with your ears instead of with your eyes. Sometimes I receive a ''notification'' when someone says something that is appearently important, although I don't even know at that moment why that should be important. Sometimes I even hear what is not said, the hidden motives behind people their words. I never take the messages for truth instantly, but I remember the information that I was given to me and sometimes it's useful. 

Music finds me when I need it most. My feelings run very deep, it's hard to put in words and communicate what the hell everything is that I'm feeling. I feel my own feelings and I have feelings over these feelings. I also feel other people their feelings and I have feelings about those aswel. Then there is the general vibe: all the feelings together and that vibe I feel too. For this reason, I have been struggling a lot understanding my feelings. And whenever I tried to explain, people cut their conclusions about me way to early and start projecting their own feelings on to me. For a long time I stopped explaining and tried to act like I didn't feel at all. The moment I hit rock bottom I felt all these feelings like they where my own and they were all I had. At those moments it was the music of Eminem (but also other artists) that was there for me to mentally hug me.

I wonder how these tunes and lyrics can hit home so precisely at exactly the right moment. It can't always be accidentally. I'm pretty sure Eminem too was familiar with rock bottom, he even wrote a song about it. It's incredible and so inspiring to me how he finds so many words to express his feelings.

When I look at Eminem his birthchart, I see that he has a nice distribution over all the elements fire, earth, water and air. In fact, he has a lot of air in his chart. Air stands for thoughts, so that perfectly explains how he finds his words so easily. However the planet that is all about words and communication, which is Mercuri, stands in the sign scorpio. Scorpio is a watersign, so it's all about feelings and intuition but especially about depth and intensity. That Mercuri stands in the sign of scorpio explains the deeper layers often found in his music. The planet of love and relationships, which is Venus, also stands in the sign of scorpio. Which makes our Marshall a deep man, he has the least water in his chart but the feelings he has are deep and intense, while on the surface he looks calm and ready, because his rising is in virgo. This might aswel explain his Slim Shady-Eminem complex. The sign virgo is also ruled by Mercuri though, the planet of communication. 

Digging a little deeper I found out that although Eminem lacks of watersigns in his chart, the waterplanet Neptune is one of the most dominating planets in his chart. This explains his mystic and visionary vibe, he might aswel be an clairvoyant or like me, a clearaudience. Because as 

After doing some more research about Eminem I found out that he is 173 cm long which I find very pleasing because 17-3 is my birthday. I also found out that his biceps are 38 and the hight of his ass 98, which got me questioning about what this exactly means and how they even measured it but whatever. And appearently he is scottish! Did anyone know this?

I'm so happy to write my first blog on my fresh website about one of the souls that got me through my darkest days. Happy 54th birthday mister Mathers. 

Sources: Astrological chart of Eminem, born 1972/10/17 & Eminem: vriendin, vermogen, lengte, tattoo, afkomst 2026 - Taddlr